Has it really been that long?

well...umm....i guess its been just about a year and a half since i updated my journal. makes this account look completely dead.

well, im not dead. though, for most of that time, i might as well have been. ive been around, just not posting. during this entire time ive had some real life happen, including the desire to draw nearly die for good. not trying to be emo or dramatic. just saying that i didnt stop posting out of boredom of DA or anything. i still have severe difficulties drawing anything worthwhile. some sketches here and there. most of which ARE pretty emo, so i doubt ill ever post them. i think a couple wound up on my tumblr, but most of them are on my tablet. which is also a problem. aside from not drawing anything worth posting, my samsung tablet is giving me severe technical frustrations. its so out of date that sketchbook will not work properly on it. the tablet i bought was a few months too old for a single official update. they came out with the new one not long after i bought mine so they i guess said fuck that old tablet. so im trying to see about either updating the mod i have on it (which is also out of date) or just sucking up and buying a windows surface/ipad, or SOMETHING with a stencil designed for drawing. though i dont like how douche apple has become lately, i could care less about the whole apple/windows war. i will decide based on my needs.

but thats just a tangent. my point is, i am slowly trying to work my way back into drawing. i do see, that i have gained a few new watchers despite my lack of stable new content. for you guys, i just ask for patience. i am slow, as this is a hobby and not a career. but i will try harder to post something when i can.